2008 is almost over, it was like yesterday when i celebrated new year, and now 16 days more to go and another year is coming... I must admit 2008 was really one of the best years i had. For the past 28 years, i have never been so interested in my life until this year.
When you ask wholeheartedly, it pours... Great things had happen to me this year, all i have right now are the memories, wonderful memories that comes my way for the last 12 months. But i cannot negate the fact that there are also sad memories, memories that i believe could make me a better person ahead.
I have been to many ups and downs, but in spite of those moments, i have learned to pick up pieces of me and move on. Life goes on for me. I have met a lot of people this year, I have met new friends, new lessons, new challenges and made new dreams.
Dreams... one time this year, i met someone from my past. Someone that i didn't expect that i will meet again but fortunately, our paths crossed again. Things were so different at first, but when we started to communicate, it was like we never lived different lives at all... we realize we still have things in common, things that brings us closer to each other.
For you: (you know who you are) "I wanted to reach out and hold your hands, take you out from darkness and show you the light. I wanted to open more doors for you, and let you see that there's still a big world outside full of hopes and inspiration. but as i touched your face, i realize that you're like a water... i can see you, i can feel you, but i can't hold you. You are like the air... i can feel you and breathe you but again i can't hold you. You gave me questions that i know i have answers but i don't have the words to construct it. I have to live with the memories you left behind, memories that lives in my heart and mind, but again i can't hold them... There is only one thing that's left in me, that is To Love and To Cherish, To Have and To Hold............. On. ----"
We all know there are differences in this world, differences that makes people special and unique. But in spite of those differences, we still wanted to live and dream that someday, one day, what we have dreamed will come true.
To all of you, Thank You for sharing this year with me, thank you for giving me memories to live, challenges to face and life to look forward. I promise to stay the same Harvey you know... I promise to become a better person, better than you know. Together we will leave 2008 behind, but in my heart i believe we will be together in facing the years to come... Let's just take one step at a time and we'll be there...
Thank you Jesus for this life... I know you will be with me in every step that i'll take, in every dreams that i'll make. I honor thee...
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to All...
Harvs
