Saturday, May 26, 2012

Intermittent Issues

i showed and proved to you... everything. But still you chose to dwell with your issues... i remained true, steady and firm because i love and understands everything in you. But you just dont see and feel the same... you said you saw that in me... but i know you didnt. you said you felt that in me... but i know you dont. you said you will try... but you did not. everytime we are on this situation, you only know one thing, ENDING Everything... Coward. everytime we are on the opposite situation, you see things normally and as if nothing can break you me US... but the truth is... Coward. Who am I to say this anyway? Who am I? Nobody. Everyday GOD put us on a TEST, from the word itself, TEST us for who and what we are. Love never keeps no record of wrong, it's about taking risk, being strong, believing... together as one. It's not about committing mistakes, falling down, stumbling down... but it is about how'd you get up from falling down, realizing and changing. That's love................. and LIFE. I'm Sorry and Thank you. ...............

Monday, February 13, 2012

The last stand...

I have fought my battle.

Renewed myself, everything in me. To show and prove how much special and precious you are to me.

New plans, hopes and dreams were made.

I believed that you have accepted me for who and what I am even with my imperfections, but I was wrong. From time to time you threw words and issues that you knew would fire me up and make me kneel and surrender, but I always stood up because all I want is to show and prove to you how much special and precious you are to me.

I have fought that battle.

Every now and then, I never kept any hate or anger that surfaced because what's important to me is the love and care I have for you. Behind you, I hide tears and pain every time you pushed me into my imperfect side. I never showed them to you because all I want, is to show and prove how much special and precious you are to me.

I remember telling you this, even how painful or how deep the cut is, I will stand still and fight because I love you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you...

To be honest, a part of me is slowly dying and wanting to surrender. The flame of my love is the last and only thing that keeps me from giving in, but as the question says, "how long I can keep the fire from burning?" ...

I still want to believe, I'm still fighting the battle... until when?

Salamat...

My life, my everything...

Don't grow up so fast anak 😂