The last stand...

I have fought my battle.

Renewed myself, everything in me. To show and prove how much special and precious you are to me.

New plans, hopes and dreams were made.

I believed that you have accepted me for who and what I am even with my imperfections, but I was wrong. From time to time you threw words and issues that you knew would fire me up and make me kneel and surrender, but I always stood up because all I want is to show and prove to you how much special and precious you are to me.

I have fought that battle.

Every now and then, I never kept any hate or anger that surfaced because what's important to me is the love and care I have for you. Behind you, I hide tears and pain every time you pushed me into my imperfect side. I never showed them to you because all I want, is to show and prove how much special and precious you are to me.

I remember telling you this, even how painful or how deep the cut is, I will stand still and fight because I love you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you...

To be honest, a part of me is slowly dying and wanting to surrender. The flame of my love is the last and only thing that keeps me from giving in, but as the question says, "how long I can keep the fire from burning?" ...

I still want to believe, I'm still fighting the battle... until when?

Salamat...