Monday, February 13, 2012

The last stand...

I have fought my battle.

Renewed myself, everything in me. To show and prove how much special and precious you are to me.

New plans, hopes and dreams were made.

I believed that you have accepted me for who and what I am even with my imperfections, but I was wrong. From time to time you threw words and issues that you knew would fire me up and make me kneel and surrender, but I always stood up because all I want is to show and prove to you how much special and precious you are to me.

I have fought that battle.

Every now and then, I never kept any hate or anger that surfaced because what's important to me is the love and care I have for you. Behind you, I hide tears and pain every time you pushed me into my imperfect side. I never showed them to you because all I want, is to show and prove how much special and precious you are to me.

I remember telling you this, even how painful or how deep the cut is, I will stand still and fight because I love you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you...

To be honest, a part of me is slowly dying and wanting to surrender. The flame of my love is the last and only thing that keeps me from giving in, but as the question says, "how long I can keep the fire from burning?" ...

I still want to believe, I'm still fighting the battle... until when?

Salamat...

Friday, November 18, 2011

www.48x7.com Virtual Business Assistant


The Business of One

Most online retailing businesses start as a one-man adventure. A computer in an office with a website, manned by one person. When the business grows, however, the demands become bigger, and the limitations of a "one-man band" begin to surface. And then comes the want for two very important things: time and the right people to work with.

Fortunately, those two things are not out of reach. 48x7 is designed to help online retailers do the things they have to do but can't do by themselves. Just like a piece that completes the jigsaw puzzle.

48x7 is a program by Zero One Concept.

Sunday, October 16, 2011

How's my life doing...

Ups and downs, success and failures, uncertainty and certainty, dreams, goals, questions, answers, heart, mind and soul .... journey...... LIFE.... What else?

Another chapter will end, flipping another page... continue, cycle, memories, good and bad, faces, laughter, tears, rain, forever (is there such a word?) ... YES. What else?

Voice, sound, harmony ... Music, soft and loud, thinking, ponder, lefts and rights, people, person, he, she, him, her, me and her... back and forth... morning, evening, dusk, dawn.... EVERYTHING.

Full, hungry, happy, sad, plans, decisions, moving forward, what, when, where, who? DIRECTION, SATISFACTION, CONTENTMENT?

This is the meaning of my life... 31 years and counting. I'm living it, fighting, never backed down. I will continue my journey... T'll the end.

Thank you.

Sunday, June 6, 2010

A New Beginning...


6 years, 2 months and 2 weeks...

Spent those days working, working in my hometown. Never thought that one day, I will start back at one again... New life, new environment, new work, new routines, new responsibilities... this time, it's for real, big time, solo life... away from home and love ones...

I'm having a hard time absorbing, adjusting to this new something in my life... looking for things that can help me understand these new things around me... I know someday, one day, everything will fall into places...

God will never leave me...


Harvs

My life, my everything...

Don't grow up so fast anak 😂